Well, when I first read this Ask, I started a response that essentially was of a ‘go fuck yourself ya weirdo’ nature.
The truth is – every Anonymous Ask that comes my way of a critical nature always takes a little out of me. I actually do care. So I will answer the question, but it comes with an evaluation of your intent, because to me that is far more interesting than the question itself. Besides, maybe, just maybe, I misinterpreted your intent but I doubt it from the ego comment.
I think my followers don’t see me as ‘double-talking’ them. They realize this is a blog. It is the internet. Not real life. Plain and simple. They don’t sift through my blog with a fine-tooth comb and hoping for a gotcha moment because they have lives to live and just enjoy the words and the porn and rubbing one out when they are bored at night. Nothing more.
Regarding my Ego. Yeah, I have a big bold brass Ego and I know it. Maybe your run-in with men is one of disappointment, but I am who I say I am and I know that is rare. I see it everyday in these loser men and I fucking love it that I am not one of them. I am proud of the hard work I have put into my life that has me where I am and where I will continue to go.
I am a good father. I have a very successful career. I fuck like I write. I write like I fuck. I am not hideous. I am not going to pretend I am some sad loser, especially in a blog with people I will never even meet anyways, let alone be with.
Now for the eval part. I always wonder what the fuck drives a person to anonymously criticize somebody. I have never even wanted to. It just seems creepy. It’s clear you have your mind made up long before you ever hit Send about your question, so the question itself was never really a question to begin with. If you really wanted to have a conversation, you would just message me. You are not open to dialogue. That may be fine. Not all anon asks are bad. Most are not, in fact.
But the fact that you criticize, it in the manner you did it – anonymously – is telling. It’s straight-up creepy and seems like you have an unhealthy attachment to this blog, the person behind it, and that part is not good, for you. Do yourself a favor and stop following it, for you own sake.