I am very new to D/s. I met my Daddy 2 months ago and he is my first Dom. It feels like I was searching for this my whole life. Problem is it is almost too addictive. We have conflicting schedules so don't get to see each other more than 1-2x a week). But we are in contact everyday, morning to night. I find I can't focus on anything else. I try, but thoughts of him (and being turned on literally ALL the time) are always there interfering. Is this normal & will subside? Is it unhealthy
Is this normal & will subside?
All I can speak for is my situation and yeah, it’s pretty intense and consuming. D/s is intense for the people it fits and feels right for; far more intense than anything I’ve ever known.
Is it unhealthy to be emotionally and physically addicted to another person? You sure this isn’t you, Orange-Sky? In many ways, you describe my own relationship, so I sure as hell am not going to discourage it.
You found something spectacular.
Just embrace the fact that you are lucky and have it, and I say ditch all the worries and see how far the rabbit hole goes. You only get one life – experience passion to the utmost.
At some point, you have to maintain work and other obligations but you can still do both. You will figure out a way to do so. When you do, let me know how; I am really curious how that works. LOL.