How you get over it? Geez honey, you know you are asking the question that we all don’t know the answer to. One day, you will look back, and just realize, “hey, I am over it.” What you don’t do is go fuck some other guy or avoid dealing with your feelings. It might be good to develop a journal, so you can express.
I have a feeling this ‘first Daddy experience is part of it – it is the first time you have opened up so vulnerably, but the good thing is – there will be another, that is better, and more vulnerable, and more intense, and you will look back at this, think to yourself, “what a fool I was and what an idiot he was for allowing me to slip away.”
Hang in there. Life is good and will be better than it ever was with him. If he is the right one, he will come back.
Cinderella – one of my favorite bands as a kid, at Mono Lake, one of my favorite places in the world.