Thank you. I am sorry you don’t feel like his babygirl. I’d say, you are not alone. Tumblr is full of women in your shoes and it really is pretty sad to see.
I can say this, for myself. Realizing that bond is very intense. It is not like any other I have known and once you dive into the D/s relationship full-fledged, and if it is natural for you, it can be very powerful.
I hope that you know what I am saying one day and not always wonder.