It’s always been about This.
Every once in a while, and by once in a while, I mean maybe once in your lifetime if you are lucky, you’ll meet a person that just feels like crossing the finish line.
The search is over. You don’t have to bother with all this dumb hunting for the other person shit anymore, or something like that.
She has it all. Brains. Humor. Beauty. A Heart of Gold. And of course, the skills to suck a golf ball through a garden hose.
What, you didn’t think this post was gonna be free of sarcasm, did you? You should really know better by now, Miss Tumblr.
But even with all those boxes checked, it’s that connection that is made that is unmistakable when you reach one another on the deepest level, and soon you realize all those checkboxes never really meant shit in the first place.
It’s just Her. That’s all that really matters. Just the connection you have with Her.
That’s when the physical manifestation of intimacy becomes unbelievable. When she asks you to cum inside her and you know what that really means.
That’s when the sex ceases to be Fucking no matter how hard, rough and filthy it is. And believe you me, Hard, Rough and Filthy is my middle name.
Side note: this really makes filling out official forms a bit weird, especially ones that only allow one middle name, but I digress. I just lie and tell people I’m Mexican Catholic and slap a bunch of hyphens in there.
What was I saying? Where was I before had to go and get all funny-funny right in the middle of some lovey-dovey shit?
I told you, tisk tisk. You really should know me better.
Oh yeah, falling in love.
That lost-but-found feeling. Maybe you are one of those that have it. Maybe have had a brush with it and you know it’s feeling but ache for it now. All this D/s crap is so small when it compared with that connection. Call yourself a sub or Dom but if you can’t reach for the stars and get to know that girl in her most intimate ways, all the sex is “just a lay” and nobody wants “just” a lay.
Nope. Give me vulnerability in the emotional sense. Give me the passion for the laugh and conversations. Give me Love, for everything about her.
Then give me that hair because I am going to grab ahold of it nice and tight as I show you my most physical rawness and I am going do it like I’m crawling out of my skin for you because I am.
I am going to devour you like I am trying to change your perspective on life. I am going to finger you so I can witness you cum relentlessly. I am feeding you my cock in a way that nobody else ever saw or felt.
Raw pure me completely exposed for you.
Yeah, it’s always been about This.
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