Something special happens to you Kitten when I issue your tasks.
This a little part of us that I don’t share here on this blog, and for the most part, it will remain that way.
However, I think I can speak in generalities in this uniquely personal post, explaining to all those subs out there what happens to their doms when through the exchange of tasks and assignments.
I won’t get into the private details though; some things are just for us.
The best details will never be known by others, no matter how anonymous and exhibitionist we are. Those best parts are just for you and I. They always will be that way, known to only you and I, just like the flavor of each other’s skin. Or the guidance. Or the private words. And yes…the tasks.
Yet, I still cannot help but express what this part of us means to me, and unfortunately for us, my expression is done in written form and in public often, anonymous as it may be.
Whether it be when I tell you to fill yourself and report back later. Or when I devise a point-based system with several tasks for you to do for Daddy or whatever little thing I decide is your latest assignment – the reason I am writing this right now has nothing to do with me bragging about how fucking amazing you are or all the dirty things you’ll do for me.
No, I am writing so that I finally may articulate a concept to you that I have been having a hard time expressing before. Something I think many doms must know, but also, may not articulate well.
And it is this: I absolutely love and am filled with such a perplexing and confusing sense of pride – both for you and in you – not for what you did for me per se, although that is a part of it, but more so when I see how excited and fulfilled that you get.
It’s when I see what it does to you that a completely new feeling becomes of me. Something I have never felt before in my entire life. There is nothing similar to it – no sensation is like it. It’s as though this new emotion I experience happens that you draw out of me when I see your reaction to my tasks. I don’t know what you call it. I just know that it happens.
So, the tasks I issue you so often will continue to bond us. I will continue to get creative, for you, my love. I will have you prance around town with a soaking wet pussy and grin on the inside, making certain you have a happy heart all day as you do your little dirty deeds for Daddy.
And when I see how excited you get when I give them to you, I will get my reward well before you complete them, by seeing how excited you are.
I am the world’s luckiest man for not having a good girl, but the best one.
I am so proud of you, Kitten.
Now do those latest tasks and smile inside when you do it.